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Perspective in Paradise

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I landed in paradise a week ago. I love palm trees, the ocean, sunshine, hibiscus and bougainvillea and now they are part of my daily life. Pinch me, I’m dreaming!


My son and I go snorkeling almost every day. My husband and I have our coffee (tea for me) overlooking a crystal clear blue canal; we are always on the lookout for turtles or nurse sharks and we see them. Another pinch please.


Why isn’t my body with me in this nirvana? My legs are in constant distress and sometimes searing pain and my entire trunk feels heavy and numb.


MS. This relapse has been creeping up on me


Maybe it was the stress of moving?

To a different country.

During COVID.

Learning to drive on the other side of the road.

Getting dizzy (with anxiety) while navigating all the roundabouts!

Our dog catching kennel cough from his 5-day move.

Finding my way to the vet (only 2 roundabouts away).


I know I’m going to love the Bahamas, I already do. It’s a huge change, but I am whole-heartedly embracing it.


I need my central nervous system to do the same.


I look out at ocean, tell myself I’m really here, breath in the good air, and expel stress and anxiety. Come on body, catch up with the blissed out part of my brain.


One day at a time…and it’s only a 15 min drive and three roundabouts to the neurologist.




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cmzampese
Aug 23, 2021

One day at a time. Remember to breathe and enjoy all of God’s goodness around you. Everything will still be there tomorrow take care of it little by little. I love you

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lindsayireland
lindsayireland
Aug 23, 2021
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Thanks, Christine! Love you too XO

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courtenayohea
Aug 22, 2021

Your body will get there! Treat it with lots of rest and forgiveness, it’s been through a lot in the past months!

Can’t wait to visit and share in the beauty surrounding you! Xx

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lindsayireland
lindsayireland
Aug 22, 2021
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I can’t wait too!! Xx

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mooreavenue
Aug 22, 2021

Awww Linds, what a beautiful place for your MS to catch up to your peace of mind, and it will! You’re doing all the right things, allow yourself to recover the huge journey you’ve had this past year!! So so much for a person w/o the addition of MS let alone with it! You’re surrounded by beauty, love, warm air and the cutest 4 legged friend!! We miss you guys!! You rock Lindsay Ireland!!❤️❤️❤️

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lindsayireland
lindsayireland
Aug 22, 2021
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Thanks, Suz!! I am confident I’ll get back on track. I’ve had many MS highs and lows - I’m focusing on getting back to a high. Sending you love and hugs xx

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